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Name: mark
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Metro: Lawrence
Birthday: 3/15/1988
Gender: Male


Interests: music is my effin life....wayy tomany bands to list..but i do love atreyu with a burning passion. im a problem drinker. i love film media and media classes....cuz thats all im good at. umm i skate board....i like to fall down and get saverely injured...its fun! umm yeah ill proably post more later.
Avril sucks.
Let the world know you don't like Avril either.

Expertise: being a starving artest...and film student
Occupation: Unemployed/Between Jobs
Industry: Retail


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Yahoo: gir2546


Member Since: 7/20/2004

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

ok yeah u guys new xanga go there not here.....Xima_desperado_bang_bangX


Saturday, March 19, 2005

Currently Playing
Death Before Musick
By Amen
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EdiT

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this is the logo side of the pick.......omg.....i cant fookin believe.....it.....yeah

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ok well this is the side that says atreyu OBVIOUSLY......I CANT FUCKING BELIEVE IT.....*craps pants*

ok well this could be a long entry or i could get bored and stop i dont know.....ok well umm where to start.....thursday me and alex and travis all got dismissed from our six hour class's and we all went downtown to hang and then we went to my house played with our car, after a while travis had to leave to go and work....so me and alex laid around for a few hours and then decided to go see a movie.  we saw constantine it was a really great movie. after that we started walkin home from the movie at oh about 12ish and then when we were about 4 blocks away from my house we ran into our friend buddy jeans and he gave us a ride back to my house we got home about 1ish and alex just decided to crash at my house....the next day (yesterday) i got a wakeing phone call from tom at 8 in the morning.....so i hung up on him, after that i went back to sleep and woke up about 4ish and then alex helped me cleen my house and then alex went home i took a shower and about 15 seconds later eddie came knocking at my door. so we left for the concert, while walking down lousiana street me and eddie passed pet world and then some people yealed at us to catch some run away dog...well after chaseing it for umm a good block finally we caught it. ran back to pet world droped the dog off and then headed down town....then when me and eddie finally made it to south park we tried to be all hardcore skaters.....we  got hurt, mainly just scraped up and then we went to alex's house and droped our stuff off there...then me and eddie headed down to the granada and saw like a good 40 people out infront and were soo happy to see our friend tom up at the front of the line...after we wated for what seemed like for ever we finally got inside at the begining of the show me, tom, eddie, and addam (i love addam he makes me soo happy) we all got new atreyu shirts...i got too cuz im super dooper cool. i really like bouth of em' the tree atreyu shirt i got was drenched in sweat by the end of the night....first up were walls of jherico......never really heard of em' but they were pretty good......me eddie and tom (all of us hopped up on red bull) decided that since there was no mosh pit happening by the time that it was our duity to start one. in about 40 seconds it went incredably violent......small children would have been killed.....but then i got out and got a drink....cameback in with my frined dan ( it was more like dan pulled me back in)....and i started mosh pit fighting.....damn thats fun......i got kicked in the head pretty hard and then i kicked the guy in the ribbs pretty hard just simply out of being pissed off....then (well at leist i think it was dan) dan picked me up by one foot and launched me into the crowd....i swear i freakin flew it was freakin awsome....anyway that lasted for a good 1/2 hr. it was awsome but then i got pretty tired and decided that i would sit out scarrs of tomorrow......but nope...me and eddie got dragged back in.....but i decided that i was done moshpit fightning and it turned in to swinging ur arms and pushing people it wasent that bad......but then durring the break between scarrs of tomorrow and unearth me and eddie tried to get up close i got about 3 people away from the barracade and the whole time when i wasent trying to breath from being pushed forward (people were stage rushing (it sucks)) and not lifting people up and over my head, i was pushing my way towards the stage.  after unearth there was one kid infront of me.....and well i dont know what his problem was but he was kind of a bitch and i kept telling him to shut up cuz all he did was complain...and finaly about 1/2 way into atreyus second song he got pulled out because he dident want to be in there anymore.  and then there i was.....right next too my musical heros......i could fucking touch them......i screamed ever singel word to everysingle song.....and then i do believe that it was about 1/2 into either the crimson or right side of the bed....i cant rember...but the bass player kneeled down to eye level with me, handed me his pick...and then told me.....HE TOLD ME! ME NOT TOM, NOT EDDIE, NOT ANYONE ELSE, HE TOLD ME...MARK EDWARD ASHLEY (not by name of course) BUT HE TOLD ME TO PLAY HIS FUCKING BASS. i mean shure it was only the e string and it was only for about 30 seconds...but that was completly 30 seconds of fame and heaven.....i swear that was a perfect night (now that i think about it....i think the main reason for why i got to play the bass was because i confessed my love for the bass player while they were playing) and then when they played lip gloss & black.....everyone fucking went crazy.....i almost flipped over the baracade.....i swear it was freaking insane.....and then after the band left....everyone was screaming "one more song" and then they played a song i hadent heard before but i did know the words because it was a bon jovi song.....and i swear to god i fucking love atreyu........after the show was over me, eddie, and tom all hung around out side and got autographs from atreyu and walls of jherico......it was awsome...then i called my mom and she came to pick me up and then we went to mc. donalds and got a shit load of food that i ate in like 5 minutes...and then i went home and couldent sleep so i watched tv all night...thats the end of my story...the end
i <3 whitney


Thursday, March 17, 2005

Currently Playing
Dear Diary My Teen Angst Has a Body Count
By From First to Last
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ok umm well i kinda went picture crazy.....yeah cuz im retarded but i had fun....im offically 17....mainly got money for presents....and i got a car......alex backus got me a car for my birthday......shure it may be one for 5 year olds, BUT ITS A CHEVY!!!! anyway me and alex yesterday found it and took it up to the top of this hill and "drove it down". when it was my turn alex we being a jerkface and was hitting me with my hoodie.....so i ran him over.....and then i just sat there laughing soooo hard because i ran him over and i almost started crying because i was laughing soooo hard....and then we started trying to fishtail the car.....it was fun and then we wrote all over it.....stuff like "west coast customs"......"mentally slow emo kid driveing", "ima shitty driver", "i have no insurance", "hows my driveing 1-800-kiss-ass"  and "STOLEN!"  today me and alex are gonna go and buy batteries for it and be hardcore and playing gangsta rap down the street and proably drive it down town......lmao.....im sooooo cool.
i love whitney


Saturday, March 12, 2005

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Stories & Alibis
By Matchbook Romance
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eDIt.  ITS MY BIRTHDAY AND ILL CRY IF I WANA....and i proably will cry cuz im sooper sick....i would totaly write a new entry but i wana get 50 notes cuz im cool....but its my birthday *prances around the room* too bad i have reading assements all day though, it sucks.
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ok well umm yeah i got some early birthday presents and im pretty bored and seeing that i wont write in this thing maby for a while i figured i would get my fix for the next week maby. dont worry ill still comment i just wont have time to write any significant entrys.
as some early birthday presents my dad got me some good stuff, starfox armada...(fun game but i haveing played it much because i cant stop playing re4 i like the new hidden weapons and stuffs so i can easly kill people) the newest matchbook romance cd, the new the used cd, umm some old school senses fail cds, old dashboard confeshional cds, the newest ultimate fake book cd, and sealab 2021 vol. 2 (WHITNEY DONT GET ME THAT FOR MY BIRTHDAY BECUASE I ALREADY GOT IT K!) ok yeah im feeling really sick today and i cant stop sneezing and my nose wont stop running whitney if you would have called today it would have made your day. lmao....ok well thats proably enought for tonight.
bye

***EDIT*** apparently i am the girliest boy that elise knows.......wtf?
Fred Phelps hangs out with girlier boys than me

hey, i havent wrote in a few days.....well umm yeah played a show earlier tonight it was pretty fun.  nothing special happened.  i hve been feelin like crap lately (lately = past few days.)  i feel like i cant really even catch my breath...its like ever where i go there is no air to breath. i really dont want to be here at my dads house.....i really feel like i cant breath......and im starting to make my self feel sick to my stomach.  i dont think this is a good thing.  but yeah i have 2 pairs of heaths shoes.....super dooper cool......re4 is still pretty fun......my nose is running......i really wana put a bullet between my eyes.  that would be wonderfull right now.  ugh im not haveing a good few days....i think im gonna go lie down in my bed and cry and then drink my tears cuz im cool like that....right?   (stupid inside joke for those of you who think im retarded for saying that)

P.S. last night was fun alex......you me and travis at pizza shuttle.....fun stuff.....fun stuff....that god the film festivle is over....

i <3 whitney


Monday, March 07, 2005

Currently Playing
Give Up
By Postal Service
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is it bad if you wake up and check the phone to see that maby your still talking to the person you were talking to last night?

yeah i know all i do is write in this thing....but oh well who cares....wow this song makes me feel really good for some reason....i wish that my cd of this album worked....i would listen to it all day...but yeah im not haveing a great day...i got all of my home work done in my second hr. and i just remerbed that i dident do my 1/2 page report of the house of usher......wow im totaly gonna fail lit. oh well ill bring my grade up some how.....ok well yeah not a good day i just wana go home and lie down and not have to worry about everything......i would really love that...but i have to wait till i have the film festivle....i hate it so much thank god its over on wednesday.......but yeah feelin like crap....i really just want today to be over.....

I wana get threw this day with out haveing to say hi to anyone.
With out saying good bye to anyone....
I wana go home Bye my self

only 5 more hours......
._.' *shoots himself*
well yeah im gonna go and try and make the time go bi alot faster
bye bye
P.S. NEW DEADSY CD SOME TIME THIS MONTH
I cant stand the tast of ink
even tho it is a great suprise when the bottom of a pen breaks in your mouth.....

i really wana dace the night away with you <3



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